Living with an open, vulnerable heart hasn’t always been my easiest choice but it has been my highest choice, one I shall cherish and never regret. I lost the love of my life to metastatic colon cancer at 33. He inspired me to live with an open, full heart towards the God he adored no matter what event life brought my way. He held my hand and opened his heart when I cried the tears of unfertility and bearing the burden of not being a mother in this world. At 39 I remarried and He sent me my miracle daughter.